[It's really hard not to want to curl up and hide away from this mess. There is nothing good that can come out of this, as far as he can see. He's possibly fucked up their relationship as much as he's been literally fucked by his bestie, and he really wants this to end so they can catch up and John can buy the guy some burgers or something, god. He swallows, the guilt eating him from the inside out. Dave sounds as hurt as he feels A+ retarded.]
I was going to! I've just been wrapped up in school and trying to fucking pass, and--fuck, man, I am so sorry.
[John fidgets with the sheets, because he can hear Dave for once, and hear him tear up, and it breaks his heart and he doesn't know what to do about it. He bites his lower lip, nibbling, and he's really afraid he just fucked up their friendship. God, why is such a shitty friend sometimes. Not even just "friend," he's Dave's best friend, as in god tier of friends, the friendiest of friends in friendland. He puts his face in his hands and groans, then drops them and looks at Dave.
Look, uh, I don't know how to make this whole not-telling-you-I-was-nearby-or-whatever thing up to you, but god, I didn't just fuck us up, did I?
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Date: 2012-07-15 12:07 am (UTC)I was going to! I've just been wrapped up in school and trying to fucking pass, and--fuck, man, I am so sorry.
[John fidgets with the sheets, because he can hear Dave for once, and hear him tear up, and it breaks his heart and he doesn't know what to do about it. He bites his lower lip, nibbling, and he's really afraid he just fucked up their friendship. God, why is such a shitty friend sometimes. Not even just "friend," he's Dave's best friend, as in god tier of friends, the friendiest of friends in friendland. He puts his face in his hands and groans, then drops them and looks at Dave.
Look, uh, I don't know how to make this whole not-telling-you-I-was-nearby-or-whatever thing up to you, but god, I didn't just fuck us up, did I?